Every day I contemplate on putting a revolver to my head and pulling the trigger. Fuck.

Is the sound of emotion enough to make me want to hang myself from the rafter that’s over my bed.

Here it goes.

When something of extreme generosity is given to you and you don’t even accept it, and act like you dont even want it. It makes you look like a spoiled little brat. I don’t care if I have a thousand dollars in my pocket, if someone offers me a drink, I’m extremely grateful. Everyone is so absorbed in themselves that they don’t even care how good they have it, they always want more. It’s fucking sickening. So much shit on my mind right now.

(Source: brain-shader)